Week ending 7/31/04

It was a very interesting week........a confusing one, but interesting.

I have many many wonderful people in my life. People who will always be there for me. There are also those people in my life that want to be there because I have, or am, something that will benefit them. Regardless of why a person has come into my life, I open my heart and let them in completely! Let's face it..you cannot avoid being hurt for your whole life, what life would you have if you tried to protect yourself from the hurt others can inflict? Trust yourself and the rest will fall into place........You will still sometimes get burned....but did you learn something?

There is one someone in my every week who likes to tempt me in one way or another. I play along. I wasn't born yesterday and I (hopefully) cannot be that easily "shined on".... fooled. The "shining on" took a whole new meaning this week. No more playing. Time to play along.....it is kinda the "put up or shut up" point ....... for one of us anyway.....I am not sure that that someone is me....Here is the confusing part, am I being shined on by a person only after his own benefit? How do you know? I guess it is back to self trust.........what do I really think.....I don't know.........I need a "Blonde Star" advisor QUICK! There are temptations here........Serious.....and temptations sometimes throw logic and a clear head out the window, they also have consequences..good or bad...there are are consequences....... So I blog........hoping that through this clarity will come........oh! who am I kidding.....

I will post the happenings as this situation progresses............. to a point where I am hunting down other blondes in their cars trying to find a "Blonde Star" advisor!
Love & Beijos